You know what the worst feeling is? Is when your really close to someone and you get attached and you love being around them but all of a sudden they disappear and left without an explanation and your confused because you don"t know why what happened what was the reason and you didn"t sense before that there was anything wrong, and now I can"t seem to move on because even tho it"s been a month almost two since he"s been gone I still cry whenever I think of him , I think of the poems he wrote me saying he would always be there and if I needed him he"d be there in a heart beat :/ and now I don"t know what to do because I can"t have have him even tho he lives 3 hours away from me and he"s never coming back and I can"t move on, boys are sum else ??????